Spiritual PsychO~

I'm not sorry to all those who couldn’t be wd me..

Neither saying thnku for being there along by me...

It almost always has been Me and should be for times to come..

I'm off certain Soc-'wrking sites..

No specific reason if u ask Y!? Na not even YOU -- Don’t blame self for being Non-replying clueless being~

It is just one of those tyms again when so much scattered around culminate into one..

Like chain of events-- some good, other sad but more of bad!

They jus happen unnoticed and all culminate into one..

Everytym incidence of a new kind!

This is tym-wen love and hate has collided again~

These are pity emotions n can by no means let -A sturdy Me- fall!

Though, significant enuff that I see certain changes in me ..Now been dayS off n go!!

Need no arms wrapped around nor I listen anymore to else's deeds~

Left my ears behind wrapped in bleeding heart which was always ready to help all out!

I've Gone to be A Spiritual Psycho in sense that I always wanted to be~

Joy dat now I derive from within..

Let Me be~ this wanderer!

Let me just dance in Effervescence Galore of

My being~

SandStorm~

Nothing dat maters !!

Too small to think that its Big and

Big’s small n lil too small…

No proportion dat can be measured ..

n moments pass wd tym

Na! gonna waste no more tym..

Nothing Just matters ...

for always too small if u think itS big n too big to neglect lil things in life... .

What matters??? Its all too slimy too sandy too Stoned…

Meaning of life love relations should be derived from tiny things in life..

at tyms its too big to neglect the tiniest part of LiFe!!

No preachingS I here give! Not to anyone lame;

jus confine these words fr some close faces be known ~

WanderinG MyStiC ~

Osho seems to have worked up itS way yet again..

Doesn't let me sit, walk, stand or share...

All i do is wander about

getting NO satisfaction- two cuppa down with sub n muff on go!

Like NO NothinG!!

Can stand still nowhere..

Head spinS yet again,

I know- espreSSo is working its way; no doubt there i'd say!

This tym I feel...more than just SHOTs!!

A craving within ... insane desires around..

I seek for truth0 walk on path n want everything to let loose!

People make me sick; Aroma stronger!

Tap my head to let out everything n prevent self from a fall-on!

Desires dont count,

these ppl around make no-sense-as I walk

wdout a concern looking straight up-

thinking-IS THIS PATH ~MY WAY!?!

No believer! A Seeker...

I know the meaning of ecstasy NoW!

I've always lived DAT WAY -

jus realized at the moment SOMEHOW!!

10.09.09